where your treasure is, there will your heart also be.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007

if the sun would somehow shine again
ever heard your heart breaking? by a whisper of a word, or the sight of a photograph? that moment, when you know, everything crumbles, hopes and dreams shatter, and chances fade away. that moment, when no matter how hard you try to live in denial, you know the truth, and that just bites you right in the ass, or rather, your heart.

do you ever think that second chances are lies? it probably is, cause people dont see you for who you are, but who you were. no one wants to believe that someone has changed, because its so difficult to, almost impossible, but possible. and when you're gone they dont remember you, like you've had suddenly vanished from the face of the planet, and we thought absence was supposed to make the heart grow fonder? right...

and if there wasn't a point getting something back together again, then i guess you'll forever be wondering 'what if'. cause lets face the music here, no one knows what gonna happen, for all you know, things might turn out better, for all you know, we could be happy again. these things aint fate, it also aint because YOU are YOU, and YOU can never change.. its whether you want to make it work, or not. dont tell me that same things are gonna happen, it might, it might not, its pretty unpredictable if you ask me. cause i've heard, life is full of surprises. i mean, what the hell happened to faith, belief and hope? they're there, in each and everyone one of us, we just have to dig down and find it. so dont tell me, there isn't a point, cause im getting pretty sick and tired of people telling me that. cause thats just an excuse to run away from reality.

when you act like, nothing ever happened, i feel like, i should feel bad. but i cant like someone who thought, their the only one that mattered, i hope that you're flattered, cause you broke this down. the best thing you never had.


yours truly